social media is both the delight and the bane of my existence.

I fucking hate Facebook. They say you can’t hate something unless you love it, and in this case, it’s true. I’m writing this blog, in fact, as a way to distract myself from checking my Facebook, who’s algorithms have been fucked and who’s stupid white supremacist robot admin keep soft blocking me so I can’t even share. I digress, though. Facebook has JUST enough hold on my subconscious that I don’t even mean to press the button, it just…happens. Then BAM, there I am 45 minutes later looking at an article about why underwater basket weaving is good for you and COMPLETELY forgetting why I grabbed my phone in the first place, if I even meant to grab it. I’ve met so MANY great people but also there’s just so much…negativity. I’m thinking I’m going to take a break from Facebook if I can, do lives on Twitch and videos on YouTube so I’m keeping a presence, but I think that Facebook has outgrown its usefulness almost. It’s also depressing and mind numbing and I want to be free of those sort of life distractions. My focus should be perfecting my makeup and comedy skills so I can make sweet sweet content for you. Mmm…content…

-Nix Starmaker